When Marina was a little girl, she used to stare up at the clouds that skimmed across the summer sky. She was 27 years old now, and couldn’t remember the last time she’d looked up beyond her own head height. The implant locations itched.
A wise old teacher at her primary school had warned her of this – that growing up literally takes you further and further from nature every year. Your body gets taller, your sense organs inch away from the grass and the leaves and the bugs. Your hands have to travel a greater distance to pick up a caterpillar. The teacher advised her against it – growing up, that is – but non-plussed, she had gone back to crafting dolls out of Play-Doh.
If you combine all the colours of Play-Doh together, you get an off-putting purple-brown lump. This is how Marina felt at this moment.
Her brother had convinced her, at age 15, that dogs couldn’t look up. They can, of course. But now, at age 27, Marina could not.
The Institute promised to help her, they had technology to separate the Play-Doh colours, they said – to give her back her yellows and reds and blues. To unhinge her neck and enable her once again to look at the clouds in the aching blue sky.
So that was why she signed up, why she had to carry this bag everywhere, and be careful not to tangle the wires in her bra straps. After three months had passed, she just felt self-conscious and purple-brown.
But then she met Dennis, when he opened the boot of the Pontiac, and everything changed.